unlucky

my phone had been stole yesterday,so sad ......

wat my dad promise will never achieve, he will not do wat he promise, i m so hate him.....

tis is the most unlucky day for me ,lost phone,then my dad regret wat he said,exam on tomorrow but havent do revision.

y i so unlucky,who can pass me some good luck.....

lazy's gal............

exam is coming soon,but everytime when i open the book i feel sleepy and tired.......
i cannot memorize anything......\
sure i can't scored well this time.
but i hope my result not too bad...
if not sure i will sad but i think if i really scored very bad.
maybe i will work hard to scored well next week.
because i am that kind of person who cannot lose ^^

sad...

why i cannot work hard for my future and for my result.....

i really cannot concentrate on my study....

haiz

给表弟的信

to: W.L

伦，对不起，我真得很内疚，逼你说出你的秘密。。。我答应你的事可能我做不到，你的秘密可能会有不少人知道，对不起。。。。真得很对不起，我真的觉得我很过分，我真的怕有人会歧视你，对不起。。。。希望你不要生我的气，我答应你，现在起，我会保守你的秘密，不想任何人提起。

一些都是我的错，虽然你骗了我，但我却为了证实我的怀疑而伤害了十二岁的你，虽然说你不生我气，但我真得很内疚，我的良心真的过意不去。。。我真的希望知道的只有我们几个，这样对你的伤害就能减少。。。。我可以弥补我的过错吗？我会当你是我亲弟弟，原谅我和其他知道你秘密的人。。。你还说我适合当律师，令我觉得更难过。。。

from:moon




to: W.C

维，今天和你说话的态度不好，我不应该怀疑ky 和mc。。。对不起。。。。因为我真得很内疚，你知道吗？我睡都睡不着，想着那件事令我眼泪不断留下来，我觉得我不应该告诉你，更不应该去揭开那个秘密，我的良心一直在谴责我，我很怕害了‘他’的一生，我朋友都告诉我说我做得没错，趁他现在还可以补救，应该告诉他父母给他教训，但是我真的很难过。。。。

我从来没这么难过，内疚到睡不着。。。到底要怎样做我良心才会好过呢？会不会所有人都歧视他呢？我真的很后悔，中秋节快到了，你觉得大家会怎样面对‘他’呢？真不希望他和他家人会恨我。。。。

from:moon moon


希望不会害了他一生。
两位可爱的表弟，对不起

A great talker is a good liar

A smooth and persuasive talker maybe a good liar.

1 more day...

my school holiday will end soon...

i havent do any revision for any subject..

i m so scared.......i scared i can not scored well on my chemistry and bio test.

i scared i will lose to someone i really hate.

me,my mum and my bro just finished a puzzle.

we use 2 day to finish it.this is the first time we finish a puzzle .

shopping day

i go shopping with my friends today.

first,we bio tuition , then i skip my muet and chemistry class to go shopping.

we went to sungai wang to have our breakfast-korea food. then we buy clothes.

after that . we go times square. i buy a one piece dress and a shirt.

it is quite fun today although i feel very tired now.

time passing so fast,holiday will end soon.

i scared my bio and chemistry test will fail.now only 2 day left,i must worked hard to finish my homework and revision.

must gambateh '

what i bought from book fest today^^

this is what i bought today.....
so tired today coz we walked for few hour there/.

HaPpY HoLidaY^^

Next week is school holiday , although i am quite happy , but for me , one week is too short because a lot of work i need to do and i think one week is not enough ..

I need to do a lot of revision for my bio and chemistry because after school reopen ,we will have test. I am so scared because this few month i did't do any revision >.<>

Although is holiday , but i cannot go out because H1N1 is quite serious , and next week i need to tuition on Thursday, Friday and Saturday. Sure i will very tired. Wednesday i will go book fest with my friends , but need to wear mask because there sure be a lot of people.

Haiz... I also need to catch insect for my bio 'peka'. I really hate and scare insect, so i do not think i can catch ..

Anyways, i must work hard for it.

ALL THINGS GROW WITH TIME - EXCEPT GRIEF

As time goes by , grief subside little by little..

BETTER LOSE THE SADDLE THAN THE HORSE

It's is better to stop and accept a small loss, rather than continue and risk losing everything.

ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER

When you are away from someone you love, you love them even more.

倒霉的星期一

10/08/2008 阴天

今天的我，真是有够倒霉的。

倒霉事件一：

如往常一样，六点十五分起床冲凉准备去学校，可是却被刚用完浴室的弟弟弄得我差点窒息。
早上天气很冷，我们都习惯冲热水澡，可是今天我弟弟冲好凉后却把门关了起来，当我要用浴室的时候，水气让我难以呼吸，还我从浴室里跑了出来。然后还要等水蒸气没了才能用，还我差点迟到。


倒霉事件二：

到了学校，却没有看到我那个平时很早到的朋友，也没看到我班上其他的华人女生，我就知道今天全部女生都没来，只有我一个>.< 我真的好可怜，本来我想马上跑回家的，但是还是不想缺课，所以就留下来了。不过真的好无聊哦！一个人在发呆，还好班上还有两个马来女生陪我，但是上化学是我已经到极限了，所以根本没听课，一直发呆，做练习时也是抄答案，放学我也直接回家了。不过还蛮怕明天会挨骂的，因为我每次逃课^^



倒霉事件三：


回家后，我就跟妈妈到百货公司买东西，我去书局买书，妈妈呢就去买日常用品，我很快就选到我要的书然后去付账，当我要离开时盗铃却响了，全场的人都看着我，还我超丢脸的，然后我就拿去柜台，那工作人员把书开封然后把里面的标签拿出来，跟我说了句对不起，我笑了一笑边打算离开了，可是当我越过门时，盗铃又再一起响起了，我真的觉得好无奈又好想哭哦！然后再一起拿到柜台，那个工作人员翻了翻我的书，就发现还有另一个书标签，所以盗铃响了。那个工作人员还把铃会响所以特地送我去门口呢！


真是倒霉的一天 ~~


不过，

回到家后就开始下雨，我从我家楼台往下看，看到五颜六色像彩虹般的雨伞总算让倒霉的我得到一点安慰吧…………



今天真的好累哦~~根本没心情做任何事。。。。

This was the book i bought today which make me felt so embarrassed.

Sunday

I always wake up very early every Sunday.

The first things i do every Sunday is i will watering my mum plants,it is so boring doing this every week,.But today it is a bit different from usual.. because i saw a very beautiful view,i always feel happy when i looked at a pretty things. Then i took down the photo using my phone .

Today , my english class cancel,because my teacher will go for travel .She said will continue the class September...Therefore i am so free today.

I think i will spend my Sunday with my Chemistry,Biology and Maths..

I think i should work very hard for my bio because i never study bio so it is very tough for me to study bio without any basic...

Tomorrow need to do the bio experiment again,because the experiment is failed last week...

It is a wast time of time to repeat the experiment again,because the lower six start almost 3 month ady but still chapter 2 only..Haiz,i really scared i can't cope...

Fortunately my school don't have montly test...If not sure i will going to die if every month need t prepare for the test...

I think better i do my revision now...

This picture i took myself, but my friends said i dl from internet >.<
why they don't trust me~~

A very boring Saturday

Every Saturday i have tuition for my MUET,PA , Bio,Chemistry tuition. But today my Bio and PA teacher not feeling well today,so both of the class cancel.. So after chemistry, i go to have my lunch with my friends and a new friends^^

So boring today because usually after PA tuition i will hang out with my friends at Petaling Street. But the PA class cancel today, so she didn't go tuition with me....After my lunch. I went back home myself.. It is quite lonely take the train alone. Usually i will take a look the people in the train, my ex-secondary school -S.M.K Menjalara friends also inside the train, but i cant recognise her because she look very different from last years.

She now study at Nilai college for IT today she off then come back to Kepong by train. For me, Nilai is quite far , although i think over to study at Nilai for nursing before^^

I also do not know why i will continue form 6 , the 1st day i entered form6, i saw my friends very surprised because last time i said i won't continue Form6 because form6 is so waste time.
Now i think about it, i think form6 is better than college because i want to take medicine or pharmacy after STPM, i done a research before and i could not found any college provide degree for both of the course... i heard that form6 is very hard to score well ,and the course i want is a popular course, that means i must work hard to get better result so that i can get the course i want at university^^

So tired now, i think i should go and take a nap first.